Few months ago Utshab my very intimate friend asked me to create a new  web site of my own through wordpress.com. I tried the same day and got success too. I am sure the quality of page design of  my website was surely not satisfactory at all, still I was so much happy  because that day I could achieve a web site of my own . and this much was matter of satisfaction for me .  Then I felt that I had achieved a global open diary where I could express all my feelings . may be these feeling related with my  professional life , or academic life or political perception and even my absurd feelings of my adolescence .